Regrets...may be the second last thing you would want to live with. First of course would be corrupted conscience? I think it would be really hard to live a peacuful life with your conscience troubling you for your past. May be we need to talk about that in a entire new discussion but, for now...its about regrets. By regrets...it means different.
Regrets...feeling sorry for the decisions that you took for yourself...feeling sorry for the things that you didn't do ,which you fondly cherished to do, feeling sorry for going away from people who you wanted to hold on for the entire life of yours...
It is really hard to live with them. The thought that you have lost them all...those moments that could be yours...those feelings those emotions those dreams that could be yours...those people that could be yours...but no more!
Sometimes, it is important that you take a step away from your own life and watch the entire life of yours as the audience. just like a movie, when all the scenes pass by, you would wonder, how stupid or foolish is the hero of he story. How important it was for him/her to act differently and how easily he /she gave up. Gave up? Some people call it losing the battle, some people call it a great sacrifice and some people call it fate. Whatever, the bottom line is ...you have lost it all.
And if you thought, this realization would drive your life better, you could be absolutely wrong. You would continue to make those regretful decisions, you would still continue to ignore people when they are with you , you would continue to hold on to the self without letting it lose, you would continue to prevent yourself from doing things that you really want to do and ...then one fine day again ask yourself helplessly and regretfully "What have I been doing".
Its not easy to live it ...but still it seems to be the way of life.!
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